ARGH

There comes a time
For everyone
To sit down and assess what's there and what is not there
Eternally up in the air

And it seems that time has come for you
And it figures now
I was only the one who needed to appear and cause a turn of events
To force a turn of events

It's also fitting somehow
That I should be the last to know
And I'm blown away
When my friend tells me that it's so
What did I give you
That's harder to answer than what did I take

What did I mean to you?

i can't focus on my notes or anything else for that matter i feel like i'm going to be sick i feel so used & awful & once again i realise emotions are fucking pointless & i don't need them, especially not right now. thanks you massive dick, thanks for giving me the same ending only worse off the second time round. now i know.