flow sweetly, hang heavy

just found this about reading & it made me giggle, especially the 'oh my god he's going to be so freaked out!'. lame? nah.

4 hours in tesco, paddling pool & an international hoop of noone could actually hula (also the paddling pool got turned into a bin. good purchase), crates of pimms & lemonade in a can?, HOCK, wine in a can, everything should be in a can, HEYYOO!, running around like a fucking pixie on speed, not being able to stay still/pay attention to one person for more than a second, the smoke & stars someone left behind, my inability to remember slogan tshirts, SLOGAN TSHIRTS! 'sshh i'm a lesbian but nobody knows yet so try not to tell anyone ok?', 'small is definitely quite good i'd say', free guitar hero tshirts, jez!, jigsaw/santa, jigsaw killed james' erection!, "i wanna play a game...with your erection james...let's have a rock and roll christmas!", rompy, rapey, sexy, ROOOOOOOBOT HOUUUUUUUSE!, andy the pilled up elf - he'll do a handstand for a corn on the cob, it's raining noodles, maddy & max's stall of everything is a fiver! - good deal for a phone, no deal for supernoodles, my spazzy almost death during mgmt, michael jackson feet (on the loo), "where's annie?"....."EVERYONE! THIS IS PAUL! :D", "get your clit out >:(", "hi, you're really gay, bye.....oh my god he's going to be so freaked out!", feather boas obviously, pikes!, "LEGS!", "oi stripes! oi wellies! oi hat! oi arsenal! etc.", semis & quarters, "you what you what!", "GET OWWWF/FACK OWWWF", cheeky 3way?, cheeky 4way?, no embarrassing secrets left unrevealed, on the rob!, liz 'onesyllable' naven, annie 'deathwall' hopkins, dicktation, "bitch are you retarded?", picnic blanket!, shitty drummers, mobs - they all had a ticket!, really unsubtle codes, crowdsurfing, "mate that girl fucking cockblocked me", "toppers & joppers...did you have a bum?", "we went to meet you at the signing tent, so you could sign her lip with your tongue ;)", ollie sykes - I DOOOOO! GET IN MEEEE! IS THIS GOOD FOR YOUUUUU?!, sounding like the teenager whose voice is breaking in the simpsons, straight gin burning throat, making enemies with a camp of men with mohawks, millie & her wrath for the goth, "basically i want sex with his vocal chords", "i'm not original, i just take what everyone else says and make it better!".

also rather than doing any more revision (hi failure) i've been sitting contemplating my life & have decided it's just a lot of events strung together that usually involve everything fucking up at some point & me having to move onto the next absolute fuck up. ace.

'i want the utopian ideal of security & freedom'
♥lee miller