Something needs to happen.'
'This is just what human beings do - turn objects into people, people into objects.'
'"If you love something", says the Matchmaker, "set it free."
Just don't be surprised if it comes back with herpes...'
i've calmed down, i've reevaluated, things happen for a reason & if things are meant to be then they will be. I'm ok.
i travelled up to meet my parents to visit my grandparents in hampshire today & it was honestly really lovely. i think my nan is one of the most beautiful, intelligent women i know and i've missed her so much. i love how when i go back to the house it's just the same as it was, everything in its place, that lovely musky smell that reminds me of being little & staying there for weeks on end, the floors & surfaces immaculate. i also really like southampton, it's really peaceful & everywhere there's trees & flowers & colour & nature, i made me forget about everything that mattered so much previously. the only downside was that my grandpa had a stroke 2 days ago so instead of a surprise meal out for him we had to go visit him in the hopsital afterwards. his memory's ok but he was really frail and confused and he can barely move his arms let alone walk which was pretty upsetting. hospitals make me incredibly nervous anyway so that didn't help, but i'm glad i got to spend some time with him & i hopehopehope he gets better immediately (please). i also finally got around to reading over half of haunted because of the extensive train journey. i love long train journeys, people watching is fun!
anyway i dunno, i feel calm. not like amazingly happy, just here & greatful for my amazing family & a little bit of time out. night.
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