3 hours later & too much time to think

pretty words that you whisper, maybe I misunderstood
somebody's not paying attention
what they promised and their word isn't good

sometimes i think i'm basically vacuous, ignorant, lazy & selfish. i wish i had some direction & drive & that people didn't think of me as this stupid persona or whatever.
blah blah blah mood swings. i haven't had much time alone to myself, listening to music & thinking things over, i think that's one thing i miss from living essentially alone.

But being alone sucks a lot too right now.

I'd say you make a perfect
Angel in the snow
All crushed out on the way you are
Better stop before it goes to far
Don't you know that I love you
Sometimes I feel like only a cold still life
That fell down here to lay beside you

Don't you know that I love you
Sometimes I feel like only a cold still life
Only a frozen still life
That fell down here to lay beside you