de ja vu

i hate everything. except maybe kittens & christmas. this is going to be the fucking worst christmas of my entire life though thanks to uni which is just great because i probably won't even be in the country next year. yaaay thank you life and higher education for being SHIT.

also contrary to popular belief i'm not a mindless, boy-obsessed weirdo. ok maybe sometimes but like it's getting so dull pretending to care.
i want to go and do something exciting and worthwhile and meet people with more to talk about than being a 'hardcore blazer' or the amount of people they've had unprotected sex with.
WELL DONE.

p.s I FUCKING HATE EVERYTHING. excuse me while i go cry for a few hours then knock myself out with sleeping pills. this week SUCKS.