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there's a whole bunch of this massive cutie on youtube but this one's my fave, panda costume! he's so fluffy & his paws! he looks a bit like an ewok or a small bear which basically makes him perfect. in some of the videos he has like miniature furniture like his own bed, i know dressing animals up is probably cruel but he seems so satisfied i'm sure it's ok!

in other news i'm going back to brighton tomorrow & i'm scared. it's going to be weird & i know i'll get upset & feel sad about being back, just because everything at home is so cosy & familiar to me & i've got so used to it. i wish i had a secret wardrobe, a neverending story book & some ruby slippers, just to escape every now & then. the real world is scary, dealing with your problems is scary, trying to start afresh is scary. we'll see how it goes.

best part about today; i spent about an hour at 2am trying to remember a band i used to listen to when i was 16, i could only remember one line of a song with clear words & today i got it! life without buildings. check out the leanover, you'll either remember it, love it or both.