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best week back although i've done absolutely no work & have no motivation to do any. i've basically sat in my room for 2 hours listening to lil wayne's discography dancing in my pjs. productive. also my phone bill is £76. HOW!? i didn't think these kind of things actually happened to people. i'm so retarded with money, plans for today include working out some kind of budget & reading freud & hoffmann.

i made a formspring although i'm not sure why & i refuse to post it on my facebook as several beautiful awesome girls have & they've received such abuse! i don't think i could deal with people telling me i'm fat/ugly/self-obsessed/a mess/they hate me etc. it makes me feel a bit ill given my absolute lack of confidence in myself, although i am trying to turn that around this year. anyway if you're reading & fancy asking something anonymously go for it!

http://www.formspring.me/liznaven

in other news i miss this amazing little ginger creature falling asleep on my bed at night & watching films with me;

miaow. i need to be more pro-active. i need a date for valentines day. i need a coat stand. i need a stylophone. i need longer hair. i need $$$. i need more sleep. bye.