s-n double o-p

this week! this week!! too much going on, 5 hours sleep on average per night leading up to hand ins. i was up at 3am on monday morning printing/going insane. sunday hair modelled all day, standing up is tiring. my hair was so big. monday i lost count of how much i drank, think i was drunk by 3 because i remember being embarrassing in the toilet in front of strangers 'ooh the door's not opening! ooh i see i just wasn't pushing it hard enough! ooh hello hello can someone pass me some toilet roll??' then was singing in the sunshine, don't think anyone noticed because they were all just as drunk which was lovely. told too many people that i was in love with my tutor (i'm not?), my life story since coming to uni & that i plan to get more drunk & learn the words to my favourite rap songs this summer. shut up liz. it was fun but bittersweet i am devastated that i won't be a student at sussex anymore.
tuesday sushi day with my lovely lovecats & then comedy night. annie & i fell in love with a barman, typical. wednesday lots of falling in love with gael. getting depressed i will never meet a beautiful mexican man. thursday shopping shopping lunchtime cocktails drinking dancing flirtinis, walking home alone for the second time this week. must stop doing that.
today i go to london & get to see my mum, after that who knows what i'm doing. i bought an ipod nano for £40 off of ebay, i wish it would come today for the train ride.
most importantly i am completely infatuated with someone but they don't realise i try to talk to them and sometimes i do but they never say hi which is rude kind of. oh well uni's over now so probably never see them again. who needs a love life when you have vodka, an ipod coming & a lil wayne t shirt on?