apocalypse

i can't remember the last time i slept properly thanks to my batshit crazy dreams. i also can't remember the last time i didn't either die/come close to dying/watch other people dying in my dreams. it's been at least a month and i'm fucking bored of it. last night i had to watch people break tiny baby animals' bones and not be able to help them and instead watch them slowly bleed to death. the other night i dreamt a weird tractor kind of machine came after me so i ran into a wood and it turned out it was a tree cutter with grinding metal teeth on each side. i don't know if that exists but i got grinded to a pulp. i dreamt i had the strangest girl killer ever who kept breaking into my house to stab me and my friends just watched. i dreamt i fell off a cliff and crushed into rocks at the bottom. i even dreamt i got bitten by a zombie.
no wonder i'm hideously tired all the time. either this can stop soon or i'm giving up on sleep.