i live in a beautiful house with lovely arty types and a dog called millie. the rent is cheap as (most likely because we live in redfern opposite a council estate with people that like to shout WHAT YOU LOOKING AT and generally just be freaky and scary) it's fine though, i'm really happy here. i work in a coffee shop which i also loved for a while but am now feeling slightly disillusioned with the whole thing (5.30am wake ups, 9 hour shifts, working SATURDAYS, questionably low pay & generally feel like i could be doing more worthwhile things with my time than taking the same coffee orders from the same people every day and cleaning up their mess). however that's life for now and i'm trying this whole no negativity in my life thing so basically i'm trying not to complain. slash desperately hunting for a fabulous new job. and preferably one that involves. more. sleep.
in another bid to better myself as a person i am attempting not to wear any makeup to work. it's pretty hard because i also fancy a small but significant percentage of our customers. particularly the beautiful man with the skateboard, strong latte one sugar. i don't even know his name but he is ridiculous. i don't think he really acknowledges my existence. it's probably best that way now with the whole pale face sickly look i've got going on. anyway i decided i prefer daydreaming about dreamboats rather than attempting to do anything about it, unlucky in love. need to stop going for the WRONG people for the WRONG reasons and stop searching for something i've made up in my head for the past three years and just let go and have fun instead.
plain face day 1 (webcam is more forgiving than real life)
my new life mantra basically is that we spend half our lives worrying about complete bullshit when we could just be having fun. i'm fed up of worrying about what other people think, i love my life, i have wonderful friends (all across the world!), i'm trying to be more satisfied with my own appearance, i think i'm a good person, i like the things i like, they make me happy. sweet.
things to look forward to:
birthday dinner & sangria for ana courtesy of simone & i (yum)
dance party at the abercrombie!!
eddy's australia day bbq
benny's birthday bbq!
laneway festival (pretty please?!)
ana's boat party
january and february, you crazy. also is it ok to volunteer at and attend a 4 day festival alone? aka bluesfest. i'm scared but so tempted, i already got the spot volunteering but i'm terrified i'll spend it alone. in a tent. that i haven't put up correctly because i'm retarded. who knows.
yep.
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