oh oh oh

i woke up in such an awful mood after a really fun night, i've felt sick all morning, drinking really doesn't agree with me lately. i drank sailor jerry's but like the smallest amount ever & now looking at the bottle makes me feel ill which is weird because it's the best drink ever! anyway i spent 3 hours moping after having some weird glee related dream, then came to the decision that i'm not going to drink for the whole of the easter holidays, which is the next 4 weeks basically. i got so much research done this week and wrote half of the essay i need to finish before i start my dissertations but know already today i haven't got enough concentration to do anything well. so not drinking just makes sense, i just want to feel healthy, save money, get my work done & anyway i'm kind of feeling anti-social these days in that i don't really like going out to clubs. we went to some dumb party last night after going to pav where everyone was waysssssssted etc. and after about 10 minutes i was so tired i got a taxi home alone and went to bed. i'd much rather spend my time right now getting things done, being productive & feeling energetic & positive & not all disgusting hangover greasy life mess.

i'm going to see if i feel better later & get maybe another 1000 words done so that i can basically finish tomorrow & then spend the week researching chocolate, heroin, zombies & british film. i'm really excited about my dissertation because my tutor says it's really original and interesting! (it makes more sense than what i've just said) plus i get to reference trainspotting & shaun of the dead, yes! also decided i want to take up a craft hobby so in my spare time i can do that & when i've handed the dissertations in (gasp, blergh, argh, help etc.) something like knitting but not knitting because i'm going to australia and knitwear won't really be too essential there. maybe jewellery making or something!? who knows. i'll look into that today too.

so yeah, no point feeling depressed & moping & if i don't get much done today i can just count it as a day off after a hectic week & at least now i have a plan for the easter! just hope i don't get tempted to drink by social situations, although i think going home for 2 weeks will take away the temptations of brighton nightlife. on a final note, the deer above, new friend for my cheetah?
??
i need some apple juice.