miau

hello what has been happening? i don't even know. after the warehouse party we all threw up, personally i did it into two bowls next to my bed how delightful. we also stole shorts and socks and i found a severed plastic finger in my bag. then i thought i might not drink all july then realised that was a ridiculous idea it's cold and there's nothing to do but actually i've only had about 10 drinks in 3 weeks. does that make me sound like an alcoholic still? i'm confused. i'm trying to drink red wine because it's winter and sophisticated and good for your heart probably. we went to a weird experimental art thing at fraser studios (lots of dark rooms and noises and things beings smashed, apparently art is loud and slightly crap) and then drank cider which wasn't cider we were fooled it tasted like tea. frothy flowery rose tea. basically avoiding spirits forever.

my fishy was sad so i gave his home a spring clean and sang to him and he was happy, but now he's being really loud at night and blowing bubbles and i think he's sad again but i don't know why. i'd sing to him more except i don't think my housemates know i have a fish and they already think i'm weird enough.

i have 7 weeks left in sydney that's scary. i wish i could go home for like 4 of them though and then to asia but obviously i am too awful at saving money and need to work for all of those 7 weeks to afford my island paradise holiday.

sometimes at work when people look at me and i'm doing nothing i start writing in my notepad, but all i'm writing is 'miaow' over and over again.