oh dear jesus

i've had 4 hours sleep for 2 nights running, working an 8 hour shift at oxygen then a 6 hour shift at the park view pubthis evening. the park view was HORRENDOUS i'm so exhausted and my feet are basically bleeding and i refuse to ever work there ever ever again. oxygen red was so easy in comparison, plus i got bought shots all night which was a giggle. and i didn't have to walk home alone in the dark for half an hour after my shift. literally that walk was so fucking rapey, why do i always choose to walk alone at night i'm such a dick. accidentally told the pub i could do sunday because they're really nice and some are australian and they gave me sweets. but yeah. NO.
to all people who work as waitress-glass collector-barmaid in a big pub you are fucking superheroes, well done.
unfortunately every part of my body feelson fire so i'm going to stick to attempting to make fancy shots and get chatted up by pikeys and foreigners. mainly for the tips.
new south park in bed, see ya!